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i bit a chunk of skin off my finger, i didnt even notice till after taking a shower when the water hit the open wound. it had to be from a dream so i thought.

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Positive post!

what did the zen master say when he ordered a hotdog?

i'll have one with everything.

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the job i work at and 2 years proves

hey al, i think fox n dana wants you back in their crew now.

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i bit myself once while asleep

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I'm about to make a major change in my life.

your parents sounds like my brain.

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i can tell..

Jalex wrote:
It's reddit you'll want to go to if you want roasting, Help is far too friendly.

yea i see that..

didnt mean to worry yall.. your comments were much appreciated. I was looking for some attempt to break this new person i've become ( by a roast ). for some reason my true self has cocooned into this nutshell or a fake.. or bit of both. never have ever felt so emo at lost with words. my history goes for a long time since i cut my heart out and lived with the satisfaction of my ego and self actualization. Worked for me a good while . right about un till she re-lit my heart on fire and swallowed the flames of my burning desire... that wretched *****bitch.

anyhow i cannot wear my sad ***ass on my sleeve everyday, its depressing. so if i go along time without truly expressing myself.. i'll wind up doing something stupid like with this thread opening with a lousy choice of words seeing if stirring up something will change the course.

more or less i have to apologize for this cheap shot for attention. yall been more help than anyone i've met.


ps

along with that.. out there.. being who i am deep down i have trust issues. I remember having a conversation with a friend who was having a similar situation about how we are so imbued with reasoning and rationale that all we're doing is impressing ourselves and our egos .. there's no bonding. no actualization in the company with others. its turned to a cubicle lifestyle, and trusting someone can put you at risk of being hurt. news flash .. if im not sensitive im insensitive and i see the light nobody gets hurt.. but when im sensitive and true until im hurt.. forget it.. everything goes black.

areolian has some direction to the kinda of philosophy i lived by.. till something or someone pulled the rug under me. i miss being IDGAF and im probably hating myself cuz tormenting myself with this weird limp helpless ideology i've been picking up.

lastly.. yea while this is all happening.. i do know better, i have the wisdom by the experience and all and yes.. i cannot help myself with that cuz im so wrapped up in this obsessiveness. its like a stain that wont wash out. lol [end rant]

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Time is not a clock but a Clock was invented to MEASURE Time.

obsession with the measure killed the soul

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Time is not a clock but a Clock was invented to MEASURE Time.

sunrise noon sunset was instinctive.. why are we mechanically dependent on this precise measure?

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Time

and the big wheel will just keep on turning

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it's nice here

its fern, at its fernist.

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